So many questions about your fucked up ex... so, WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?! :D
hahah, you are telling me! what did i do today…weeellll, i actually had a very good day :3, asked this guy i kindof like to a canucks game, He said yes and asked if i wanted to go to dinner before, im pretty stoked, the game is tomorrow! What did you do today ;)?
that is the most depressing thing I think you can do to yourself, you want him to call but u kno, that when you give in, he won't care?that is setting yourself up for depression. And he if follows your tumblr he knows that you want sex. The shier thought of another guy inside you would probably make him not want you. Hes not some guy on a shelf, you cant return him and realize you want him.(not original asker but dont be so cruel, have faith in him, dont damage love if u r gonna want it)
It would be if i was doing it on purpose, its something that might happen, im not certain, that is probably just my own incecurities talking. Hahah, i see you pay attention to my frustrated sexual posts. You know the reason i post them is him right? He used to reject me all the time, boyfriends who love you dont do that. I know exactly what you are saying, and i know girls who make that mistake, but that is not what i am doing. I’m not planning on getting back together with him, because he brings me down. Dont get me wrong, i LOVED him but he was my first love, not my last. He was a learning experience, i got my heart broken, and now i need to move on. there is only a small part of me that just worries, what if one day i realize it was a mistake? Honestly i think thats only there because he keeps telling me no one will ever really love me like him again….which is a form of emotional abuse. I have lots of love to give, therefore i will recieve lots of love. Trust me, I wont want it, and if i do, it wont be anytime soon.